The Beginning
I was born with audio and visual psychism.
I don’t remember much about my earliest years except for crawling on a hard floor, but from about the age of three, my memories are very clear.
My visions were terrifying. I heard many voices and sounds, and I had particular difficulty at night when I was alone in my bedroom. We lived in Ormond Beach, Florida, on the Halifax River. My parents were teachers, and they also owned an art gallery.
My mother’s family lived in Fort Walton Beach. They were interested in psychism, energy healing, natural and organic foods and lifestyles, Theosophy and New Thought philosophies. They were particularly interested in the work of Edgar Cayce, Jane Roberts and the Emissaries of Divine Light.
They had unusual friends and a very forward-thinking lifestyle for the time. My grandmother and uncle hosted esoteric group meetings in their large home.
Someone finally understood what was happening to me.
My grandmother occasionally went to see a spiritual psychic in Pensacola named Vera Long. My mother and grandmother knew that something was quite wrong with me, so when I was very young, they consulted Vera about what I was experiencing. They took me to work with her in person.
Vera told them that I had reincarnated instantly between death and rebirth and had not been able to psychically adapt. I had been left wide open and was being invaded and haunted by beings from the Astral.
My own instinctive feeling was that I saw the opportunity to reincarnate into this more open-minded family and didn’t want to miss the chance. So I took a leap of faith and jumped from death to the womb in a matter of days.
My parents often made the drive from Ormond Beach to Fort Walton just for the weekend. On one of those trips, when I was three or four, my grandmother took me to see Vera.
I can only remember her spiritual room next to the living room. She had me place my hand on a large Bible and said strange prayers over me. I remember being very mad about this because I had an immediate distaste for anything regarding Christianity.
This was quite unfortunate for a young girl in the Bible Belt.
I was always an outcast. As I grew older, though, I relished the idea of being different and brilliant, and I was excited about living an interesting life.

